I think I've fixed it!

If you read my last blog entry, you might recall that I mentioned how I liked writing in black, but how that color never shows up on because of the dark blue color of my blog background.
Well, I also wrote about how I thought that I could fix that, this blog is just, really, me experimenting with adding a background html to the...(not sure how to explain it...but I'm sure many people know what I'm talking about.....Actually, many people probably think me mentally diasabled for not thinking of doing this earlier. haha.)
Anywho, if this does work, then it will open up a lot of oppurtunities (my gosh my spelling sucks, I'm sure of it) for future blog entries.
Yay me right?
Haha, anyways.......*sigh* there really isnt much to do or talk about (yes I know i should have put one of these ' in the word isn't, but while I can write this long explanation explaining that I should have done it, I'm too lazy to actually go back and fix it. Go figure huh? I don't know, maybe, nvm, I....nvm.
Hmmm....
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Well, I guess that it's really too late at night to write/type either an amazing or inspiring blog, right? I did type one of those before. I liked it, would have liked to keep it, but I don't like opening, to people I know anyways, especially, and, there were just too many thoughts and feelings in it and while... I don't know....anyways, that was back before I had discovered the "draft" button, so I deleted it instead.
Talk about pshyco..haha..losing a piece of work that you were fond of and spent a long time writing and in which you were actually paying attention to the way you worded things, and then deleting it all, just because you didn't want your friends to read it. Of course they already had, and I don't know, I've blocked their responces from my mind, and they, just like all people do, have forgotten about it, of course. I mean, they only read it once, and then it was gone, two days after showing up.
If my friends did something like that I'd probably forget too....it's...human nature afterall.
To forget those things that make us uncomfortable, and let's face it, who doesn't get uncomfortable when discussing religion or...political views...or just feelings in general?
I've often wondered how many lies we, as human beings believe just because the truth is uncomfortable, or is something we don't like.
No, I shouldn't say lies really, I should say "Untruths". That word fits much better.
That's how magicians/illusionists work really. They rely upon people seeing what they want to see. I've seen it, they misdirect your attention so that you miss what really happens and it leaves you thinking what they want you to think.
How many times have people in history's attention been misguided. I can think of quite a few right off the bat. "The Adventures of Paul Revere" and George Washington, ect, ect...
People believe what it is they want to believe. And when you question that belief, well, of course they're going to fight. It's like the fight or flight (oh what's the word ? ...it's late at night you see...) anywho...
Of course, if I continue rambling on like this people are going to start thinking that I'm some kind of conspirortist (spelling???). Oh sure, I believe in the possibility of conspiracies. yadda yadda
haha
Ahhh...
"Blessed are we who can laugh at ourselves, for we shall never cease to be amused"
How true is that?
I myself am proud to say that I try to never take myself too seriously! haha
I'm not even sure if I seriously believe that I never take myself too seriously.
Hmm..
Puzzle that out.
You know I'm sure that everyone is probably just sick and tired of my ramblings by now, I could just go on like this all night. Between you and me dear reader, I probably will be going on like this inside my head all night and I wont get a wink of sleep.
I really haven't been sleeping well this summer.
It's because of the lack of mental stimulas I recieve during summer. There's nothing to really make me think and therefore I'm up all night long, unable to think because I'm not mentally tired. I just keep on thinking about random...junk...that I never sleep. I've been like that ever since elementry school.
Oh how I truelly despise summer holidays.
Blech.
*sigh* In all this rambling nonsense, I'd forgotten the true reason I had started writing this blog which was just to test out the html I added so that the black writing would show up. Well, I guess it's time to test my hypothesis.
All well...
Good night fellow blogger.